Dang it, this episode. Before you know it, a typhoon comes right in sweeping everything away. At first few minutes no one would never have guessed Ameagari evolve in such a complex way, even though we still know next to nothing about that Chihiro person. How should I take on the action of Kondou hugging his underaged employer while they’re alone in his house? I don’t know and none of the main duo seems to know either. But first, let’s tackle the episode’s earlier conflict. When Kondou is increasingly bothered by the book by that Chihiro person, Tachibana keeps blurting out about how wonderful a person Kondou is. Kondou knows he is everything but, so he straight up cuts their conversation short with “you don’t know anything about me”. He doesn’t mean any ill, but there’s a lot of truth behind that statement. The truth remains that they live in a different lifestyle that it feels like they live in two different worlds: Tachibana with her high-school life and lives in the centre of Yokohama, and Kondou lives alone in the crappy apartment trying to make ends meet and raise a kid. Even such a simple topic like a chatroom apps for staffs would remind her how difference a gap between her and the middle-aged Koudou is.
Moreover, Tachibana for the first time feels some resistance from her manager, and it pains her that she might become a nuisance to her crush. That thought totally wrecks the poor Tachibana (and I always think Tachibana isn’t the kind who let her personal feel affects her work) to the point she comes into his apartment, in the freaking typhoon, to… what exactly does she come into his house for? The depressed girl announces that she wants to know more about him, echoing her lines in last few episodes. But Kondou has his own reasons for feeling irritated with all the praises Tachibana says about him. For him, Tachibana holds the idealized version of him that he knows he never going to be. The version that everything about him, although flawed, is kira kira in her eyes. But maybe it’s her who sees through him, it’s her who see many great characteristics from the wear-down, failed and awkward middle-aged man. He doesn’t feel that Tachibana is a nuisance. Quite the opposite that it’s her youthfulness reminds him of many feeling he thought he had forgotten, in which he’s grateful.
Seeing the crying Tachibana, in the moment of brief black out (which unassumingly creates a perfect mood), he hugs her – the first physical contact between them, all the while thinking to himself that he “will close my umbrella and get wet in your rain” – whatever that means. Is it then, the fleeting feeling of love from Kondou? It’s hard to pinpoint, and I’d argue that it’s best not to delve into it too much. The hug, even as a friend or more than that, is still just a hug (we just know one thing for sure that’s is how Kondou transferred his cold to poor Tachibana). Everything in that moment is perfect, from the music, to the lighting and the atmosphere. Definitely one of Ameagari’s best moments to date. We also have quite a treat to see Tachibana again fantasying about that moment hugging Kondou… naked. Gosh, those developments could easily become distasteful and too much in other series, so why on earth Ameagari delivers them so heartfelt and graceful here? As our commenters point out last week, the manga will end soon so there is a high chance Ameagari will finish as the manga approaches its last few chapters. Completed story is always a plus for me and judging how Ameagari performs so far (in other words, flawlessly), I have my high hope that we will have a satisfying ending waiting ahead.
I’m watching some kind of masterpiece, am I?
Notes:
– best hug in the history of media
– that umbrella intercourse!
– “you always suddenly appear on a rainy day” – tying in the weather metaphor, Tachibana’s personality, Kondo’s take on her and the show’s title together. Superb!
– that Tachibana unable to speak from confusion, facing Kondo with a blank face, standing in the rain of desperation! She came to him for an answer, but when the door opened, she didn’t know her very name…
– that Tachibamom babe!
– that angry Tachibamom babe!
– oh Tachibana… it happened again, didn’t it? She has no breaks, this girl. She’s a certified stalker, fantasizing deviant and literal closet fetishist. All in the name of love!
PS:
In the “will close my umbrella and get wet in your rain”, the rain should be symbol for Tachibana’s tears/feelings. The metaphor should be obvious now. If anyone has a different interpretation, I’d like to hear it.
That umbrellas falling on top of each other had me worried for a while. Thankfully that they didn’t go all the way, otherwise I just can’t take it.
“you always suddenly appear on a rainy day” is also my favorite line as well. Great call!!
Usually when two people hug each other in any other romances, we see them physically hug with an overbearing score like it’s a statement. Here in this show, it’s the entire moment: from before, during and after the hug – with an inner monologue tells you how he feels as well. WHY IS IT SO GODDAMN PERFECT?
“Thankfully they didn’t go all the way, otherwise I just can’t take it.”
So you’re watching a romance between an older man and a younger woman while fervently hoping that they don’t get together?
Ahem, let’s just say I don’t believe in sex before marriage :innocent face: